yeah, really, I am happy. Someone who is it not a bother to read me. As offered back to me this Thanksgiving, "James, What you say/believe/understand makes sense to me." I am only speaking truth, my last real boyfriend Blythe Rayford , after we had broken up as boyfriends but remained friends tells me that my writing to him in some kind of understanding and/or support of things happening to me in Oakland. He tells me, "My writing to him is like Spam to his inbox." I am not kidding. Additionally, as I am speaking to him face to face, he tells me " he is not my Therapist" and I should not be attempting to use him in the "friendship" way I see that I was actually doing. All support mechanisms fail me. Blythe, I am not trying to guilt you in any way. This is the truth. As a sense that no one was listening to me through this time, I wrote everything into email and finally onto the web.. The events that transpired in Sept 2008 when living in San Diego, I went to visit my friend Blythe by taking a AMTRAK train north would have never happened if Blythe was actually involved, listening and caring for what was happening to me. Perhaps he was also fearful of getting trapped into these same consequences in 2005/2006. for I was not the first to be trashed out to homelessness in similar persecution. There are others out there with their story too. It is somewhat mentioned as passing detail in my court filing on 07/10/06 Declaration In reply to plaintiff's opposition to defendant's motion to set aside Filed, I form that I filled out: http://apps.alameda.courts.ca.gov/domainweb/service?ServiceName=DomainWebService&TemplateName=jsp/complitaction.html&CaseNbr=WG06266106&CurrBatchNbr=1 Q: Are you Comfortable with the level of privacy at the housing workshop? A: My issues involve a member of community renowned for problems. As @REALUPHUMAN honest to the events that I have documented, in 2008 they track me upon my arrival there in Oakland. I encounter Paul Sha, who physically threatened violence against me on my birthday Sept 1st 2005, which subsequently cause my action to define an "specialized use account" on Sept 3rd 2005 and notably got hacked on Oct 1st 2005. Blythe, when you read this, don't take offense at the truth, you can't. But in my regards and your attitude if you had truly been listening to your X-Boyfirend and current friend in need in 2005, you would have never invited Paul Sha into your home during my 2008 trip. What was written in email header here is ABSOLUTELY THE TRUTH. from: James Driskill inthemindway@gmail.com to: Jamal.Graham@fuckeduphuman.net, AllenTempleManorOaklandCA@fuckeduphuman.net, AmericanBaptistHomesOfTheWest@fuckeduphuman.net, MasterKey-AbuseOfTennants2008-AllenTempleManor@fuckeduphuman.net, HomosexualSavagary2008@fuckeduphuman.net, blythe.rayford@fuckeduphuman.net cc: "G. Blythe Rayford